Depression.

It's everywhere.

(00:34 a.m.)

U know what?

Maybe I'm not that greedy.

The reason why TAI lemme down is that they don't update TAI TV regularly, what's worse, it seems they even stop uploading. And telling us they'll be performing on MTV can't satisfy me. Besides, I don't think it's a good excuse.

On the contrary, Biffy Clyro's more "considerate" here. I dunno whether it's a routine or not, they just upload a new vid EVERYDAY! Even tho there's 1 or 2 pretty short vids and a few MVs, that still makes me feel happy.

All I want is keeping ur words, cuz I take 'em seriously.

(2:20 a.m.)

Yea... I'm greedy.

Last nite, I felt pretty upset cuz I could neither watch one of Biffy Clyro's vids nor get it. Uh, it seems that's exactly what I should've talked about before. So I'm that kind of ppl who'd try very hard to get everything s/he wants, but entertainment only. Nothing's gonna stop me.

Finally, I began to watch Gossip Girl these days, season one. Lemme clarify some things first. One, I don't live in the U.S. and there's no cable TV here. Two, I'm not really interested in TV series n YA movies, but I've heard 'bout 'em. Third, like what I frequently mention, I need to work hard to catch up w/ "them", therefore, I don't have more free time. However, the truth is, now I'm kinda addicted to it. And I've ever read "one of those novels"... Hmm, since Blake looks nicer, I'm w/ Serena naturally. Btw, Chace's really a heartthrob! But he's a bit too young for Blake. Honestly, I think Penn's much better. Right, I'm going to watch it later.

What u gonna do w/ all these repetitions? There're so many of 'em, I mean pictures or photos. And because of my greed, I'd rather save one pic which I may probably have got than miss it. Worst of all, sometimes I just can't tell whether it's new or not while seein' a pic... I'm old enough.

(11:37 p.m.)

Angry and impatient... Bloody computer technology.

Luv these The Simpsons characters as well!

Barney's lovely n naive, hahaha.

Otto's really cool! He looks/acts just like a teenager.

I thought Willie's Russian at first. An interesting muscular man.

Eh, the only thing I like 'bout him is that "ha-ha". I even try to imitate, ha-ha!

Justboy

This song sounds pretty familiar, but I can't recall where n when I heard it... Is it included in any OST???

(10:23 p.m.)

Biffy Clyro.

They're soooooooo cute!! And I personally prefer Simon & James!

P.S. Just saw the first comment. Umm, of course I don't "study" 'em, and it's simply a feeling after browsed a few pix on models.com... :pThanx anyway!

(2:29 a.m.)

Clockwise

In one of The Simpsons DVD episodes I watched today, Bart tried to find out if toilet water also turn in the same direction in the Southern Hemisphere. Actually, I've never noticed that, even now.

How come The Killers's songs sound slower when I use earphones?

They wouldn't gimme a break, of course. So I'm still working hard to catch up. On the other hand, I found a few male models look alike, and they're all newcomers (I think): Duran Bunch vs. Yuri Pleskun & AJ Abualrub vs. Petey Wright. And I prefer the latter one respectively. Besides, I was pretty surprised to see one party hipster become a model, and he's w/ Ford now.

A couple of bands have redesigned their official websites, and they look great. I haven't lost interest/passion for The Strokes, which is good. Rock on plz. However, TAI sorta lemme down lately, cuz they don't upload new TV episodes that regularly now. Sometimes I wonder if it's really hard to keep ur words. Instead, TBS keeps updating these days, and I'm glad to hear from 'em. Btw, I may probably buy The Strokes's albums, even tho I've got the best 2 songs already.

My fave vids on Youtube have reached 650, which means I can't add anymore. It's quite annoying. And I don't feel like gettin' a new account, just like I don't wanna sign up on Facebook (pourquoi).

(03:11 p.m.)

Possessive?

About things, basically. Say, if I lost my pen, instead of buying a new one starightway, I'd try my best to find it first. And it's not because I'm that poor, I just prefer my own stuff. Therefore, being upset is predictable once I can't get it back. Guess I've got used to 'em, and I don't wanna familiarize w/ other new things. So the point is, I can't bear losing things I own, not to mention those important ones. I see, that's the biggest reason that keeps making me anxious/unhappy/gloomy/worried/impatient... Should I go see a consultant or sth.? There's no doubt that I'm tired of living like this... And that's why I'm like, always whining about. ("Thanx to" my PC, I decided to write this down, cuz it doesn't work well today n I'm afraid.)

Sigh.

One of the busiest period's already gone, but I still feel stressed. What a life. I'm becoming more negative lately, even tho I laughed a lot. My fave songs do bring me happiness; however, I can't listen to 'em all the time.

(10:51 p.m.)

The Strokes!!!!!

After watching all of their official MVs, 12:51 & Someday have become my fave songs at the moment. Gosh. I've heard 'bout 'em for a long time n know how gorgeous Nick looks. But I just learned they're TRULY awesome... Besides, I found Jules is lovely, and so does Fab (I got to know him when he's still dating Drew Barrymore). Moreover, I was glad to find their live performances're also fascinating. After all, I've seen a few bands, especially the lead vox, didn't sing as well as their records or MVs do. Tho that doesn't really matter. On the other, it's their 10th anniversary of formation. And again, I was surprised to know they began this career so early. Congrats to 'em, and I'll try to see 'em play live someday.

These bands may not be able to save the world, but they can definitely redeem my soul. Of course, I refer to the ones I luv.

J'amie bien aussi The Killers's songs these days, et surtout Mr. Brightside. Mais Change Your Mind, When You Were Young, All the Things I've Done et Somebody Told Me are great as well.

Ok, guess I'd better get back to "work" now. Restless.

(10:33 p.m.)

OH NO OK YO

Since the busiest part's over, now I can rest for a while. And it's good that I have my free time back. After all, I gotta catch up w/ "them". *sigh* Besides, I'm really tired of those discussions n preparation. On the other hand, I've eaten lots of food (cookies, cakes, bread, drinks...) recently. Sadly, my stomach isn't big enough...

While using earphones, I'm always amazed by songs' background music/vocals. Say, She will be loved and Everything We Had. Both of 'em are so touching that they make me feel sad or even wanna cry. However, the two songs are quite beautiful. Moreover, the MV of The All-American Rejects's new song, Gives You Hell, is interesting. And I can't help wondering if these band boys eat anything, cuz most of 'em are pretty thin or skinny!! What's more, they look hot. So, I just fall in love w/ Tyson Ritter n Mike again.

Hmm, I still go watch The Simspons DVDs every week, and I luv Bart's voice. He's also my fave character in it.

Btw, this blog title's a code.

(11:58 p.m.)

Caramel

That's my shampoo's "flavor", and it does smell sweet.

Umm, I'm tired now, but I gotta keep on working so that I can catch up w/ 'em asap.

Guess I will probably be able to speak English much fluently by the end of the month!? After all, I practiced it for nearly 1.5 hours tonite, and it seems I have to do so every Wednesday.

Recently, when I couldn't fall asleep, I began to "plan" what I'm gonna eat for lunch & dinner. And then I found that it's harder to get to sleep...

Alright, I'm REALLY a person who changes rapidly. So now I've made up my mind that I won't intern after graduated.

Currently waiting to get 3 mags, and wish I could own another one which is out of stock.

It's a new milestone for the U.S., actually, I'm w/ Bill, if I didn't mistake his words.

When will I receive the money I should've got already? J'ai une course à faire!!

(11:58 p.m.)

Home...

Not until I checked the new syllabus did I know that I couldn't go home as I wished. C'mon, I gotta celebrate my mom's B-Day! Awww.

Busy busy busy!! The mid-term, the micro-teaching, the blah blah blah... I don't even know how to call that.


Thank God, I still have entertainment at least. It's official, and the quality's much better. However, I'm just not so crazy for HIM now.

I saw that lil boi again, and he's still lovely n handsome! But I could tell that he felt bored during the class. After all, he's learned it already. Oh, I tried not to keep staring at him. However, I couldn't help thinking how cute n good-looking he was. And I'm sure that he'll look just as gorgeous as he is now when he grows up. As long as he doesn't get fat. Am I gonna become a kidnaper? Why do I never have this kind of classmate?

(01:00 a.m.)

Click, click, but I had to sleep! Here we go once again huh? Basically, I often have sleeping problems. So when I MUST sleep (especially for only less than 5 hrs), I didn't fucking care whether she's doing assignments or not. Besides, why can't she do that earlier? Anyway, she wasn't aware of the noises. Or maybe she didn't even care. Fuck!

Well, I forgot to talk 'bout the new French teacher. She's NASTY. Not only because she neglects me but I feel underestimated. Actually, it's fine to "ignore" me, cuz sometimes I don't give a shit to 'em. However, I hate to be despised. That cow (mm...) mentioned Stella Tennant n that Chaumet campaign yesterday. But I didn't know she was talking 'bout her until she wrote her name on the whiteboard. And she either pronounced her last name wrong or she said it in French. Ok, the point is, I know Stella of course! And she may probably be my fave British model. Moreover, I believe that I know her better than that cow does, even tho I don't check models that frequently now. What's more, she misspelled Charlize Theron as "Salith Thelon". Wtf? Not knowing those stars' names isn't a fault. However, if u dunno the thing ur gonna teach, then u should skip it. But I admit that it seems I've learned sth. during the class, although I dislike the way of her teaching. It's too rigid.
Luckily, I saw that little half-breed today. He's skating, and he seemed to like lying on the ground. Haha, what a cutie! But I still couldn't get a picture of him, cuz I didn't bring my camera along... Btw, some grls found him, too. ;b I don't feel like sharing.
Sleepy & kinda pissed off now.
(08:58 p.m.)

Technology

I mean, computers n the Net.

To be more specific, my PC. There're always problems bothering me. This time, nearly everything from the Net to my mouse. Thanx to the bloody news.

Dammit.

Must I worry 'bout it EVERYDAY?

Of course, I know I care 'bout it too much.

But why can't I?

(10:39 p.m.)

I heard it!

The guitar sound.

Or the strings 'n' chord.

Not bass, I think.

While listening to Snow Patrol's Chasing Car just then.

And it's truly touching, so I couldn't help but close my eyes.

It does make a difference to use earphones, songs become more amazing. Even tho my ears ache when I use the gadget...

Btw, I used to hear drums and vocals only.

(02:39 a.m.)

L'amour

Those guys're famous, great and popular. And he's one of them.

He's everywhere. And I can "see" him whenever I want. Besides, I can tell that he gets thinner obviously. Not only his face but arms and legs, so I should start to prevent myself from eating too much. However, I've had a crush on him for a long time, I mean, before he becomes so. Nevertheless, his new look does make my feeling grow stronger.

Every time I "see" him, I can't help smiling. He's just so lovely/childlike/talented/manly/cool/awesome/funny/sexy/hot/young/attractive/good-looking... Moreover, I luv his hair, green or grey eyes, cute teeth, lips, strong arms, etc.

It's kinda embarrassing to admit that I can't stop thinking about him now.

Well, he's actually pretty far away from me.

;-[

(11:04 p.m.)

Divorce.

Last nite, I learned that Madonna got divorced thru Bill's blog (so he reads gossips). Finally. But no, I don't feel happy at all. The rumor turned out to be true. Guy Ritchie is a good man. Even tho I dunno the exact reason that led to their divorce, I still think he's poor. Ummm... Besides, I always like Rocco. He's really cute.

Anyway, how could I be so ignorant?

(11:29 p.m.)

Simple enough.

Heavy rain; car accident; sore throat; painful arms; gettin' fatter; noises; challenges; msn/Net problem, flu, etc.

Reunions; concerns; gadgets; Hallam Foe; The Lazarus Project; Body of Lies; Brideshead Revisited; I'm Not There; Looking for Alibrandi (quite sad); The Simpsons DVDs; male models; kids; bands...

(09:45 p.m.)

Insomnia

When I was lil, I had a orange/yellow blanket (actually it's more like a cape). I used to tear its fuzz n kneaded 'em as small balls. Then I'd place a ball around one of my eyes and fell asleep gradually. The balnket became "bald" at last, so my mom just dumped it.

Now I have sleep problem. Take these 2 days. I went to bed at 'bout 3 a.m., but I remained awake after 6 or even 7 a.m. And my brain's still working. It's quite painful especially when u must get up early. However, I tend to sleep soundly in the afternoons.

Maybe I should get a new blanket?

(07:39 p.m.)

Gonna break my rule.

Basically, I always try to avoid using the same word in the beginning of a new paragraph here. However, it seems that I can't do that this time.

Last nite, I finished editing n uploading all the pix I saved these 10 days. And I was fucking tired. You see, that's one of the reasons why I call myself "pathetic". I just can't let go of those nice pix. And there's nothing can stop me from getting what I want. Therefore, I exhaust myself. Honestly, I've already been afraid of viewing new pix, cuz I know the consequences. But I'll still do the same thing at length. On the other hand, since I've lost pix n files many times (viruses or the hardware problem), I tend to copy/upload my stuff somewhere else rather than simply keeping 'em in my PC. Life is just not so easy for me.

I'm still learning in many ways, especially dealing w/ other ppl. Sometimes, I do wish I could merely stay w/ my Mom n brother. They accept my defects n really care 'bout me.

I was stunned by Rogier Boschaart's look. He's extremely gorgeous...!! I hadn't known he had a band, and he's from Armsterdam. Gosh, how could I be so ignorant? I've tried very hard to catch up w/ 'em (the fashion world, bands n parties), but it's never-ending...

This week's TAI TV is fab, mainly because of MGC's part. I hate I luv him. Besides, I'd never thought that Bill could play guitar. After all, he's perfect enough to some degree. The following's a vid in which he performed The Test w/ guitar.

The Test live in Charlotte, NC from William Beckett Jr. on Vimeo.

I should have done this blog on Friday.

(08:22 p.m.)

P.S. I've read Grammar Girl's Quick and Dirty Tips for Better Writing, but maybe I need to read it again or even memorize some important things.

21st

And I do feel older, actually, I feel like I'm really old.

Could stay 17 forever?

Now that I'm a grown-up, I should behave like that. However, it's not easy for me, cuz I'm too independent sometimes...

Since I decided not to write down my B-Day wishes here, I wanna make another list for things that I also yearn for instead: world peace (I'm serious), being safe and sound (no more headache n stomachache plz), nice weather (cool n breezy), all pass (must), going to TBS n TAI's gigs (either in Taiwan or US), perfect facial skin (not oily & no acne), happy family (can't live without 'em), normal PC (keeps working regularly), an ideal man (when will I meet him?), trips to Europe and US (of course not by myself), good sleep (fall asleep right away), a bright future (aww), friendly roomies (if u know...), slim body (especially my legs) and so on.

Moody and I've begun to feel sick of her, although the new semester just started. I regard "mutuality" as a pretty important thing. I may be willing to do sth. for u, but I want u to do the same for me. Guess it has sth. to do w/ my birth sign.

Thanx to my brother, I'm not that angry now, cuz we had a chat on the phone just then.

Besides, another typhoon's comin, fuck it.

Anyway, today is my 21st B-Day.

(08:31 p.m.)

Better be prepared for the worst happenings.

Yes, cuz I'm unlucky when it comes to computer. And it just happened once again last nite. Instead of being extremely anxious/sad/angry, I simply wished I'd copied all those files then. And I was ready to accept the fact that I had to live without the Net for a long time. But I used to feel like it's the end of the world. Anyway, after many attempts to ask for help, the problem's been solved now. I deeply appreciate the guy who I don't really know. Guess I'm kinda lucky this time.

On the other hand, the recurrent headache ceased eventually. Moreover, I got my scooter back, tho the repair cost me NT$1550.

I was thinking that maybe I should be satisfied, after all, I've got most of what I want (mags, PC, digital camera, CD, etc.) So, it's time to cherish 'em well now. Hmm...

(07:53 p.m.)

It seems that...

Everything's wrong ever since I came back to school.

My head's been aching for days, even when I went to sleep. Actually, as well as my eyes n neck, wtf?

Bought a bottle of Australian oat milk, and it tatses bad. But it has nothing to do w/ Australia.

It's heated here.

The brakes of my scooter needs to be fixed or even changed, tho the we just solved a problem in the afternoon.

Pix at that website load quite slowly, which makes me even moody.

Haven't cleaned up this room, so I feel bad.

Being a senior means I have to face more challenges, gosh, I don't think I can handle 'em.

Found some great songs lately, such as Axe Riverboys's Roundabout n Bloc Party's I still remember (the MV's interesting). It's really good to "explore" nice music n new bands.

I'm readin' Belle de Jour: The Intimate Adventures of a London Call Girl now.

Kurt is way more good-looking than Bill, if u know whom I refer to.

Did I mention MGC last time? He's loathsome, but he's gettin' even more attractive these days... See, I'm pathetic.

(08:40 p.m.)

Some random things.

I can't browse VMagazine.com, guess it has sth. to do w/ the Net here. Dunno if the problem'd disappear after going back to school.

Got those expensive mags: 10 MEN and two W (one July issue). But I was surprised n disappointed to find how thin the July issue was...

Finally, I picked up those pencils n began to draw for my own "project" once again. And I've been working on it for a couple of weeks.

Everyone should listen to Taking Back Sunday's My Blue Heaven!! I hadn't really noticed the background tune until yesterday, and it's just as great as the lyrics! Although I don't quite understand the song's meaning... Anyway, the band's always the top one of my faves, especially for Adam.

A huge typhoon's coming, which makes me worried. However, the temprature has dropped alot. Therefore, it feels more like autumn.

Just checked the grade of an exam I took last month, and it's much higher than I expected. But there's still room for improvement.

Thought I was gonna die a few days ago, even tho the situation eases now, it still bothers me. Besides, I try to lose my weight n it kinda worked.

(04:40 p.m.)

(Incomplete) Headlines.

17.
Burning.
Can't stop eating...
Can't wait to leave all thee bitches behind!
Click or Not.
Congrats to France!
Dear God Almighty...
Did I win?
Do I ask too much of him?
Fast Times at Barrington High is awesome!
Fuck 'em all.
Germany vs Spain 02:45 June 30th!
God save Taiwan...?
God save Taiwan? Not this time...
GQ Taiwan and Nylon.
Hate that event.
How to survive the mid-term?
I don't like summer, really.
I eat and I read.
I fucking hate my roommates!
I hate to see quarrels; however, that's wat I did recently...
I wanna watch "Hallam Foe".
I'm going to MCR's concert on 27th!!!
I'm tired.
Impatient.
Jumper is fascinating!
Kill the Director.
Let's get out of this heartbreaking island.
Louder Now: Part Two
May I slap her?
Merry Christmas!
My head tries to kill me once a month.
My poor ears...
No more good mood.
OMG, the album's sold in Taiwan!!!
Plz... I must get the album...!!
Pourquoi?
She's...scary and hypocritical. Stop viewin' my profile, sneaker!
Ssssshhhhhhhh! They're freaking noisy!!
Sunny, sweaty, sticky, smelly... Oh, finally, it's raining.
Thank you guys (Arne Friedrich, Micahel Ballack, Torsten Frings, Lahm, Tim, Metzelder, Jansen...), Germany is still one of my faves!
Thanks to the Olympic games, I have no more TV programs to watch now.
That's kinda crazy.
The Mist (movie) sucks.
The more you luv it, the more I hate it!
The more you get, the more you worry 'bout...
The unfinished interview w/ Ballack (in my dream)...
Those noises drive me crazy...!
Umm, one more betrayer.
Unfair, though I've already known that's how the world is.
V Man Issue 9
Waster.
We just lost the battle.
Weird & Muscular. Germany vs Spain 02:45 June 30
Weird & Muscular. Germany vs Turkey 02:45 June 26
What a day!
Whatever.
Where the fuck do the rest of my profile go?
Who do my fucking roommates think they are?
Why don't you go hell, bitch! God damn you!!
Will I get that album?
Wtf do u want?
You can believe what you see, but I don't think they're all true.

(06:09 p.m.)

Congrats to France!

For the men's handball team (I know it's late). Anyway, I watched the last two of their matches, and they're quite interesting n funny. It looked very similar to football, but I still don't understand most of the rules, especially the replacement. Gotta figure it out asap.

Honestly, if there weren't those good-looking players, I wouldn't watch it. And I hardly paid any attention to Olympics this time, for some personal reasons. But when I saw Français handball players, I decided to watch the match. And they didn't lemme down. Besides, I kept laughing while watching the 2 matches.

Ok, let's talk 'bout the players. To my surprise, they not only have faces but talents!! And the GK (Omeyer) was fab! He saved lots of balls, even a couple of penalties, which was incredible. In addition to Omeyer, B. Gille n Karabatic also did good jobs. The latter one often reminded me of Josh Hartnett... Of course, the whole team as well as the coach are great! Since I supported 'em so much, I shouted for joy when they won the championship. They really deserved the honor.

Now I look forward to the next Olympics in London.

(04:19 p.m.)

How to Remodel A Man

It's the book that I'm reading now. And it's very funny, therefore, I can't help laughing while reading it. I read some lines to my mom (and I kept laughing), but she just wasn't interested in it. Aww. I think that's because: a) she didn't really pay attention to wat I said; b) she didn't use her imagination; c) she doesn't have enough sense of humor. When I'm reading, I'm also imagining, and that's what makes the book really interesting.

Honestly, I'm not so happy these days.

(04:34 p.m.)

Ooooooooooooooooooh my!!!

I'm fucking excited now! Coz I just found the album's sold here!! Gosh, can't wait to get it now! However, I have to wait for my classmates' replies first. After all, I don't wanna buy 3 same records! Just told my mom n shouted!!! But I don't understand why those record stores wouldn't lemme know.

(04:37 p.m.)

Actresses (updated)

Andrey Tautou, Alexandra Maria Lara, Amanda Peet, Alexis Bledel; Blake Lively; Cate Blanchett, Claire Danes, Catherine Zita Jones, Clémence Poésy, Charlize Theron; Diane Kruger, Dakota Fanning, Drew Barrymore; Eva Green, Evan Rachel Wood, Emma Watson, Evanna Lynch; F; Gwyneth Paltrow; Hailey & Tatum McCann; I; J; Kate Hudson, Kirsten Dunst, Kate Winslet, Katy Saunders; Liv Tyler, Leighton Meester; Mischa Barton, Monica Bellucci; Natalie Portman; O; P; Q; Rachel Weisz, Rooney Mara, Rosamund Pike; Sophie Marceau, Saoirse Ronan, Sharon Stone; T; U; V; W; X; Y; Zooey Deschanel

(04:11 p.m.)

Hipsters

Andy Neuhuse, Alexa Chung, Aapo, Alex, Athena, Austin Peters, Annie, Alexis Mabille, Abra, Andrew, aaron, Alan Shemper, Atom, Andy, alex polushkin; Brendan Patrick Hill, Brian Phillip, Brodinski, Brian Battjer; CC, Christopher Niquet, Chris, Calum, Chris Brian, Caleb, Cameron Moir, Cisco Adler, Charlieissocoollike; Danny Presant, Dash Snow, Dora, david gomez, Daniel Coopey, Dan; eletrochris; Furey, Franki Chan; Geordon Nicol, Gareth Pugh, George, G.Y.S, Gittes, Gaspard Augé, GeeJ; Hedi Slimane, Henry Holland; Insted, Ignacio, Isabelle McNally, Ian Bauman; J A C K S O N, Josh Madden, Jake Brown, Josh, Jordan Silver, Jamie Lidell, Jason Cimon, Justin, James, JACK, Jesper; Katya, KEVIN, Kev; Look Alike, Luke, Lucas, ...lois, Luke Gilford, Lazaro Casanova; Micprobes, Mike Nouveau, Matthew Stone, Mason, Micah B Welner, Matthew, MATT, Michael, Mark the Cobrasnake, Misha; Nick Perdue, -nm**, Nathan, n!Ck; O; Panama, P*TRICK; Q; Robby?, Rich; Sean Fightcats!, Stefano Pilati, Scott Meriam, Spencoir Dragonheart, shane wilson, Sex Dwarf, Sammy, Seth, Steve Aoki, Sean Dack; The Captain, Travis Hayden aka Trouble Jr., Travis Taddeo, Turner; Unsolved Mysteries; Valentine Rei, Valentine Fillol-Cordier; Wyatt, Wylie; Xander; Yuksek, Yvan the Face Hunter; Zac Sebastian, Zachery Michael

And the following whom I dunno their names:




P.S. Go check "s k u l l s e t" for more cool ppl.

(05:05 p.m.)

Actors

Aaron Eckhart, Ashton Kutcher, Al Pacino, Alex O'Loughlin, Adam Sandler; Benedict Cumberbatch, Brandon Routh, Ben Affleck, Ben Wishaw, Ben Stiler, Ben Barnes, Bruce Willis, Brad Pitt; Chris Evans, Cilian Murphy, Colin Farrell, Christian Bale, Clive Owen; Daniel Day-Lewis, Dustin Hoffman; Ethan Hawke, Edward Norton, Ewan McGregor, Elias McConnell; F; Gary Oldman, Gaspard Ulliel, Gael Garcia Bernal, George Clooney; Heath Ledger, Hugh Dancy, Hayden Christensen; Ioan Gruffud; Johnny Depp, James McAvoy, Jamie Bell, Jean-Baptiste Maunier, Josh Hartnett, John Malkovich, Jared Leto, Jocelyn Quivrin, James Franco, Josh Duhamel, Josh Lucas, Jude Law, Jeremy Irons, Joshua Jackson, Jamie Campbell-Bower; Kevin Costner, Keanu Reeves; Leonardo DiCaprio, Louis Garrel, Liam Neeson; Mark Wahlberg, Matthew McConaughey, Matthew Gray Gubler, Michael Stahl-David, Michael Caine, Mel Gibson, Morgan Freenman; N; Orlando Bloom, Oliver Jackson-Cohen, Olivier Martinez; Paul Walker, Pádraic Delaney, Paul Henreid; Q; Raoul Bova, Rodrigo Santoro, Robert De Niro, Robert Downey Jr., Robert Pattinson, Rupert Friend; Sean Bean, Shia LaBeouf, Sean Penn, Steve Buscemi; Thomas Kretschmann, Tobey Maguire, Til Schweiger, Tom Cruise; U; Vicent Gallo, Viggo Mortensen; William Moseley, X; Y; Z

(04:29 p.m.)

September

No mag for August, which means I didn't buy any this month. Therefore, I'm a lil bored n I look forward to September issues. On the other hand, September is an important month for me, tho I'm going to get older (gosh).

So, it seems that I can't "simply" focus on one topic. After all, there're so many interesting things. TAI's new MV (Summer Hair = Forever Young), for example. But I thought it should be About A Girl. Anyway, it's good.


I finished reading Everyone Worth Knowing this morning (couldn't fall asleep), and it makes me wanna give up something. The world is definitely glamorous n dazzling, but horrible as well. I feel kinda disenchanted.

(?? p.m.)

Footballeurs

Arne Friedrich, Artur Boruc, Arkadiusz Radomski, Alexander Frei, Andrey Voronin, Andriy Shevchenko; B; Christoph Metzelder, Christopher Birchall, Carlos Bocanegra; Daniele De Rossi, David Beckham, Dario Simic, Daniel Gygax, Danijel Ljuboja, David Villa; Edwin Van der Sar, Edgar Barretto; Francesco Totti, Fabio Cannavaro, Fernando Torres, Fredrik Ljungberg, Fabio Grosso; Gael Givet, Gennaro Gattuso, Gabriel Heinze, Gilardino Alberto, Gianluca Zambrotta; Harry Kewell; Iker Casillas, Igor Tudor; Jansen Marcell, Josh Kennedy, Juergen Klinsmann, Joe Cole, Johann Lonfat; Kim Kallstrom; Luis Garcia, Lucas Neill, Lukas Podolski, Luis Figo, Luca Toni; Michael Ballack, Mikael Nilsson, Michael Owen, Marco Materazzi, Marcelle Lippi; Nuno Gomez; Owen Hargreaves, Oleh Venglinskiy; Per Mertersacker, Philipp Lahm, Pablo Aimar, Patrick Muelle; Q; Raul, Ruud Van Nistelrooij, Rio Ferdinand, Robert Kovac, Ricardo Cabanas; Simon Rolfes; Torsten Frings, Tiago; U; Vicente; W; X; Y; Z

(11:00 p.m.)

That's it.

Pathetic
Heavy
Imaginative
Nearsighted
Addicted

(04:32 p.m.)

Musicians

Arctic Monkeys, Alister, ARCKID, Axe Riverboys, American Bang, Angry People Ferderation, All Time Low (Zach); Biffy Clyro, be your own pet, Black Lips, Bloc Party (Russell & Gordon), Beck, Bon Jovi, Bloody Social (Jamie); Coldplay, Cobra Starship (Gabe & Alex), Cut Copy, Christina Aguilera, Conflict Diamonds (Pete), Circa Survive; Dirty Pretty Things (Carl & Anthony), Dashboard Confessional, Dangerous Muse; Edward Larrinkin; Foals, Frankpollis, Franz Ferdinand, Fake Shark -Real Zombie!, Fightstar (Charlie); Green Day, GoodBooks, Gogol Bordello (Eugene), Gomez; H; Ian Thomas, Ian Ball; Jet (Chris), Joe and Will ask?; Kings of Leon, Keane, Klaxons, Kasabian, Kaponz & Spinoza, Kaiser Chiefs, Kyle Patrick; Living Things, Linkin Park, Love Arcade (Snowhite), Littlans, Locksley; My Chemical Romance, Maroon 5, Muse, MGMT, MIDNIGHT JUGGERNAUT (Daniel), Mark Ronson, Mika, Matt Costa, Mat Kearney, Mando Diao, Mumm-Ra,meese; Nirvana (Kurt), Neïmo (Vincent & Bruno), Norah Jones, Namie Amuro, NELSON, Neonbirds; One Night Only (Dan & George); PONEY PONEY, Patrick Wolf; Q; Rock&Roll, Razorlight, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rooney, Ratty Rat Rat, Ronan Keating, Rob Thomas, Radiohead, Rooster; Snow Patrol, Scanners (Tom), Sullivan (Brooks), STONE FIGS, SEX COUGARS, Story of the Year, Silverchair; Taking Back Sunday, The Academy Is..., The Dodoz, The Horrors, The Sounds (Felix & Jesper), the answering machine (Martin), The Cribs, The Virgins, This Providence (Daniel), The Strokes, Travis (Dougie), The Deadly Syndrome, The Rakes, the Tatianas (Timothåe), The Killers (Brandon), The Wombats, Tokyo Police Club, The Maccabees, The Black Crowes (Chris Robinson), The High Class Elite, The Teenagers (Michael Szpiner), The Films, The Pigeon Detectives; U2 (Bono), Under The Influence of Giants; Vampire Weekend (Ezra & Chris Tomson); We Are Scientists, Wolfmother, WE SMOKE FAGS, WIDE SHUT, We the Kings; X; Young Love; Z

Basically, I prefer these ppl to their music. And I haven't listened to most of their songs... However, there're still some really great ones w/ awesome music, such as Taking Back Sunday, My Chemical Romance, Coldplay, Maroon 5, etc.

(07:15 p.m.)

Curious

Q1: Why do (most) men luv their chrildren? After all, they don't bear babies for 10 months. I've asked several ppl, but their answers aren't persuasive enough. And I don't wanna ask my father.

Q2: How to distinguish bass n guitar sounds, especially in songs?

(08:43 p.m.)

Male models (updated)

Alex Beck, Arthur Kulkov, Alex Gilbert, Alexis Vinas, Anderson Dornelles, Alvaro Jacomossi, Andrei Flinker, Ambrose Olsen, Andy Richardson, Alan Carey, Andrija Bikic, Andres Segura, Adrian Wlodarski, Ash Stymest, AJ Abualrub, Antonio Navas, Alex Dunstan, Aiden Andrews, Axel Miraton, Andrew Cooper, Andrew Stetson, Adam Senn, Andrew Smith, Axel Hermann, Adam Ferrell

Brad Kroenig, Bastiaan N, Boyd Holbrook, Ben Cooley, Blaine Cook, Bas Rol, Borys Starosz, Ben Vescori, Brittain Ward, Bill Gentle, Bruno Santos, Baptiste Demay, Ben Hill

Carson Parker, Christian Brylle, Clément Chabernaud, Chris Grossarth, Clint Mauro, Cesar Casier, Chris Doe, Cory Bond, Cole Mohr, Colin Dack, Christoffer Fagerli, Cole, Chris Brown, Chris Rayner, Conrad Matschke, Chad Cole

David Guillo, David Gandy, Dimitri Vankerkoven, Damien T (VNY), Donny Lewis, Daniel Hicks, Daniel Henney, Donald Cumming, Dave Genat, Douglas Neitzke, David Lindwall

Eddie Tucker, Evandro Soldati, Eddie Clint

Fionn Macdiarmid, Ferdi Sibbel, Florian Pessenteiner, Felipe Hulse

Garrett Neff, Guy Robinson, Godefroy, Gelati, Gordon Bothe, Gen Huisman, Gabriel Aubry

Hugo Sauzay, Henry Barnacle, Helge

Ian O'Brien, Ivanan Korchounov, Ian Webb, Ian Somerhalder

Julien Hedquist, Joshua Walter, Jordan B (Request), Jared Jones, Josh Wald, James Penfold, Jake Boyle, Jensen (New York Models), Jarrod Branch, James Neate, Justin Poortinga, James Cooper, Josh Beech, James Hampson, Jislain Duval, Johannes Linder, Joe Cech, James Gooding, Jeremy Santucci, Julius Beckers, Jesper Hellzén, Jamie Del Moon, Jacques Naude, Joseph Culp, Julien Ferre, Julien Sabaud, Jeremy Dufour, Jamie Strachan, JR Gallison, James Rousseau, Julien Quevenne, Justin Kern, Jonathan Nee, Jeremy Young, Jamie Dornan

Lars Burmeister, Lawrence Stiers, Louis de Castro, Lucien Thomkins, Linus Gustin, Leandro, Lucas Babin, Luke Worrall, Lenz von Johnston

Michael Osborn, Matthew Avedon, Marios Lekkas, Matthew Hitt, Mael Dalla Zuana, Matt Gontier, Matt Benstead, Matt Merrell , Maximiliano Patane, Mathias Z (Public Image), Michael Camiloto, Mikhail Severe, March, Matt Loewen, Maarteinn Jónsson, Matthew Guion, Mike Guenther, Martin Gruna, Malcolm Jackson, Mathias Lauridsen, Mihaly Sepreny, Mat Gordon, Michael Gandolfi

Nicolas Chabot, Niels Raabe, Noah Mills, Nicolas Bemberg, Nick Snider, Nicolas Lemons, Nikolas Malleville

Ollie Edwards, Oliver Cheshire, Owen Steuart

Patrick Petitjean, Parker Bose, Panayiotis, Parker Gregory, Parker Shinn, Petey Wright, Peter Browse

Q

Ryan Taylor, Raphael L (Public Image), Rudiney Graczyk, Rory Greer, Ryan Curry, Ryan Kennedy, Ryan Snyder, RJ Rogenski , Romulo Pires, Ram Boneh, Rogier Bosschaart, Randy Lebeau

Shaun DeWet, Stan Jouk, Sean Harju, Scott Walhovd, Sam Saffman, Santiago Montero, Shaun Haugh, Sébastien Andrieu, Stas Svetlichnyy, Sam Webb, Sebastian Lund, Stephan Haurholm, Simone Bredariol

Tom Wade, Tommy Dunn, Tyler Riggs, Trent Kendrick, Thomas James, Travis Fimmel, Tomek Szczukiecki, Tillmann Meister, Tyson Ballou, Thibault Oberlin, Travis Davenport

U

Veenerick, Vinnie Woolston, Vincent Lacrocq

Will Chalker, Werner Schreyer

X

Yuri Pleskun

Zachery Goodman

(04:14 p.m.)

Fast Times at Barrington High

I want this upcoming album so badly. And I've tried many ways to get it, I mean, to buy it directly in the States. Coz I dunno if it'd be sold in Taiwan n I hate to wait, aww. But none of those ppl I ask for help assures me. Wish I could fly to the U.S. n make sure everything's alright...

I luv the three songs which have already been out now, they're About A Girl, Summer Hairs = Forever Young n His Girl Friday. Can't wait to watch their MVs. Now I really think these boys not only have good looks but talent. Keep up the good works n keep on rocking!

Anyway, gimme that albun (physical record), or I'll...

(11:11 a.m.)

Female models

Angela Lindvall, Anja Rubik, Ann Catherine Lacroix, Amanda Moore, Alyona Osmanova, Ana Mihajlovic

Bette Franke, Brigitte Swidrak, Bekah Jenkins

Carolyn Murphy, Claudia Schiffer, Caitriona Balfe, Carmen Maria Hillestad, Carmen Kass, Caroline Winberg

Dewi Driegen, Diana Dondoe, Daria Werbowy, Daiane Conterato

Eugenia Volodina, Eva Roccobono, Emina Cunmulaj, Elise Crombez, Elizabeth Jagger

Flavia de Oliveira

Gisele Bundchen

Hana Soukupova, Heather Marks, Hilary Rohda, Hanne Gaby Odiele

Irina Lazareanu, Isabeli Fontana

Jacquetta Wheeler, Jessica Miller, Julia Dunstall, Josie Maran, Jade Parfitt, Jun Hasegawa, Jessica Van der Steen, Julie Henderson, Jessica Stam, Julie Ordon, Julia Stegner

Karen Elson, Karolina Kurkova

Leah de Wavrin, Lydia Hearst, Louise Pedersen, Linda Vojtova, Lily Donaldson, Lisa Cant

Missy Rayder, Malgosia Bela, Morgane Dubled, Marta Berzkalina, Marija Vujovic, Marina Peres, Mini Anden, Malin Persson, Milagros Schmoll, Maja Latinovic

Noreen Carmody, Natasa Vojnovic, Nicole Trunfio, Nadja Auermann, Natalia Vodianova

O

P

Q

Romina Lanaro, Raquel Zimmermann

Stella Tennant, Sasha Pivovarova, Shalom Harlow, Solange Wilvert, Sara Ziff, Snejana Onopka

Tatiana Kovylina, Tiiu Kuik, Tasha Tilberg

U

Valentina Zeliaeva, Valerie Sipp, Vivien Solari

W

X

Y

Z

(05:45 p.m.)