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Not until I checked the new syllabus did I know that I couldn't go home as I wished. C'mon, I gotta celebrate my mom's B-Day! Awww.

Busy busy busy!! The mid-term, the micro-teaching, the blah blah blah... I don't even know how to call that.


Thank God, I still have entertainment at least. It's official, and the quality's much better. However, I'm just not so crazy for HIM now.

I saw that lil boi again, and he's still lovely n handsome! But I could tell that he felt bored during the class. After all, he's learned it already. Oh, I tried not to keep staring at him. However, I couldn't help thinking how cute n good-looking he was. And I'm sure that he'll look just as gorgeous as he is now when he grows up. As long as he doesn't get fat. Am I gonna become a kidnaper? Why do I never have this kind of classmate?

(01:00 a.m.)

Click, click, but I had to sleep! Here we go once again huh? Basically, I often have sleeping problems. So when I MUST sleep (especially for only less than 5 hrs), I didn't fucking care whether she's doing assignments or not. Besides, why can't she do that earlier? Anyway, she wasn't aware of the noises. Or maybe she didn't even care. Fuck!

Well, I forgot to talk 'bout the new French teacher. She's NASTY. Not only because she neglects me but I feel underestimated. Actually, it's fine to "ignore" me, cuz sometimes I don't give a shit to 'em. However, I hate to be despised. That cow (mm...) mentioned Stella Tennant n that Chaumet campaign yesterday. But I didn't know she was talking 'bout her until she wrote her name on the whiteboard. And she either pronounced her last name wrong or she said it in French. Ok, the point is, I know Stella of course! And she may probably be my fave British model. Moreover, I believe that I know her better than that cow does, even tho I don't check models that frequently now. What's more, she misspelled Charlize Theron as "Salith Thelon". Wtf? Not knowing those stars' names isn't a fault. However, if u dunno the thing ur gonna teach, then u should skip it. But I admit that it seems I've learned sth. during the class, although I dislike the way of her teaching. It's too rigid.
Luckily, I saw that little half-breed today. He's skating, and he seemed to like lying on the ground. Haha, what a cutie! But I still couldn't get a picture of him, cuz I didn't bring my camera along... Btw, some grls found him, too. ;b I don't feel like sharing.
Sleepy & kinda pissed off now.
(08:58 p.m.)

Technology

I mean, computers n the Net.

To be more specific, my PC. There're always problems bothering me. This time, nearly everything from the Net to my mouse. Thanx to the bloody news.

Dammit.

Must I worry 'bout it EVERYDAY?

Of course, I know I care 'bout it too much.

But why can't I?

(10:39 p.m.)

I heard it!

The guitar sound.

Or the strings 'n' chord.

Not bass, I think.

While listening to Snow Patrol's Chasing Car just then.

And it's truly touching, so I couldn't help but close my eyes.

It does make a difference to use earphones, songs become more amazing. Even tho my ears ache when I use the gadget...

Btw, I used to hear drums and vocals only.

(02:39 a.m.)

L'amour

Those guys're famous, great and popular. And he's one of them.

He's everywhere. And I can "see" him whenever I want. Besides, I can tell that he gets thinner obviously. Not only his face but arms and legs, so I should start to prevent myself from eating too much. However, I've had a crush on him for a long time, I mean, before he becomes so. Nevertheless, his new look does make my feeling grow stronger.

Every time I "see" him, I can't help smiling. He's just so lovely/childlike/talented/manly/cool/awesome/funny/sexy/hot/young/attractive/good-looking... Moreover, I luv his hair, green or grey eyes, cute teeth, lips, strong arms, etc.

It's kinda embarrassing to admit that I can't stop thinking about him now.

Well, he's actually pretty far away from me.

;-[

(11:04 p.m.)

Divorce.

Last nite, I learned that Madonna got divorced thru Bill's blog (so he reads gossips). Finally. But no, I don't feel happy at all. The rumor turned out to be true. Guy Ritchie is a good man. Even tho I dunno the exact reason that led to their divorce, I still think he's poor. Ummm... Besides, I always like Rocco. He's really cute.

Anyway, how could I be so ignorant?

(11:29 p.m.)

Simple enough.

Heavy rain; car accident; sore throat; painful arms; gettin' fatter; noises; challenges; msn/Net problem, flu, etc.

Reunions; concerns; gadgets; Hallam Foe; The Lazarus Project; Body of Lies; Brideshead Revisited; I'm Not There; Looking for Alibrandi (quite sad); The Simpsons DVDs; male models; kids; bands...

(09:45 p.m.)

Insomnia

When I was lil, I had a orange/yellow blanket (actually it's more like a cape). I used to tear its fuzz n kneaded 'em as small balls. Then I'd place a ball around one of my eyes and fell asleep gradually. The balnket became "bald" at last, so my mom just dumped it.

Now I have sleep problem. Take these 2 days. I went to bed at 'bout 3 a.m., but I remained awake after 6 or even 7 a.m. And my brain's still working. It's quite painful especially when u must get up early. However, I tend to sleep soundly in the afternoons.

Maybe I should get a new blanket?

(07:39 p.m.)

Gonna break my rule.

Basically, I always try to avoid using the same word in the beginning of a new paragraph here. However, it seems that I can't do that this time.

Last nite, I finished editing n uploading all the pix I saved these 10 days. And I was fucking tired. You see, that's one of the reasons why I call myself "pathetic". I just can't let go of those nice pix. And there's nothing can stop me from getting what I want. Therefore, I exhaust myself. Honestly, I've already been afraid of viewing new pix, cuz I know the consequences. But I'll still do the same thing at length. On the other hand, since I've lost pix n files many times (viruses or the hardware problem), I tend to copy/upload my stuff somewhere else rather than simply keeping 'em in my PC. Life is just not so easy for me.

I'm still learning in many ways, especially dealing w/ other ppl. Sometimes, I do wish I could merely stay w/ my Mom n brother. They accept my defects n really care 'bout me.

I was stunned by Rogier Boschaart's look. He's extremely gorgeous...!! I hadn't known he had a band, and he's from Armsterdam. Gosh, how could I be so ignorant? I've tried very hard to catch up w/ 'em (the fashion world, bands n parties), but it's never-ending...

This week's TAI TV is fab, mainly because of MGC's part. I hate I luv him. Besides, I'd never thought that Bill could play guitar. After all, he's perfect enough to some degree. The following's a vid in which he performed The Test w/ guitar.

The Test live in Charlotte, NC from William Beckett Jr. on Vimeo.

I should have done this blog on Friday.

(08:22 p.m.)

P.S. I've read Grammar Girl's Quick and Dirty Tips for Better Writing, but maybe I need to read it again or even memorize some important things.