21st

And I do feel older, actually, I feel like I'm really old.

Could stay 17 forever?

Now that I'm a grown-up, I should behave like that. However, it's not easy for me, cuz I'm too independent sometimes...

Since I decided not to write down my B-Day wishes here, I wanna make another list for things that I also yearn for instead: world peace (I'm serious), being safe and sound (no more headache n stomachache plz), nice weather (cool n breezy), all pass (must), going to TBS n TAI's gigs (either in Taiwan or US), perfect facial skin (not oily & no acne), happy family (can't live without 'em), normal PC (keeps working regularly), an ideal man (when will I meet him?), trips to Europe and US (of course not by myself), good sleep (fall asleep right away), a bright future (aww), friendly roomies (if u know...), slim body (especially my legs) and so on.

Moody and I've begun to feel sick of her, although the new semester just started. I regard "mutuality" as a pretty important thing. I may be willing to do sth. for u, but I want u to do the same for me. Guess it has sth. to do w/ my birth sign.

Thanx to my brother, I'm not that angry now, cuz we had a chat on the phone just then.

Besides, another typhoon's comin, fuck it.

Anyway, today is my 21st B-Day.

(08:31 p.m.)

Better be prepared for the worst happenings.

Yes, cuz I'm unlucky when it comes to computer. And it just happened once again last nite. Instead of being extremely anxious/sad/angry, I simply wished I'd copied all those files then. And I was ready to accept the fact that I had to live without the Net for a long time. But I used to feel like it's the end of the world. Anyway, after many attempts to ask for help, the problem's been solved now. I deeply appreciate the guy who I don't really know. Guess I'm kinda lucky this time.

On the other hand, the recurrent headache ceased eventually. Moreover, I got my scooter back, tho the repair cost me NT$1550.

I was thinking that maybe I should be satisfied, after all, I've got most of what I want (mags, PC, digital camera, CD, etc.) So, it's time to cherish 'em well now. Hmm...

(07:53 p.m.)

It seems that...

Everything's wrong ever since I came back to school.

My head's been aching for days, even when I went to sleep. Actually, as well as my eyes n neck, wtf?

Bought a bottle of Australian oat milk, and it tatses bad. But it has nothing to do w/ Australia.

It's heated here.

The brakes of my scooter needs to be fixed or even changed, tho the we just solved a problem in the afternoon.

Pix at that website load quite slowly, which makes me even moody.

Haven't cleaned up this room, so I feel bad.

Being a senior means I have to face more challenges, gosh, I don't think I can handle 'em.

Found some great songs lately, such as Axe Riverboys's Roundabout n Bloc Party's I still remember (the MV's interesting). It's really good to "explore" nice music n new bands.

I'm readin' Belle de Jour: The Intimate Adventures of a London Call Girl now.

Kurt is way more good-looking than Bill, if u know whom I refer to.

Did I mention MGC last time? He's loathsome, but he's gettin' even more attractive these days... See, I'm pathetic.

(08:40 p.m.)

Some random things.

I can't browse VMagazine.com, guess it has sth. to do w/ the Net here. Dunno if the problem'd disappear after going back to school.

Got those expensive mags: 10 MEN and two W (one July issue). But I was surprised n disappointed to find how thin the July issue was...

Finally, I picked up those pencils n began to draw for my own "project" once again. And I've been working on it for a couple of weeks.

Everyone should listen to Taking Back Sunday's My Blue Heaven!! I hadn't really noticed the background tune until yesterday, and it's just as great as the lyrics! Although I don't quite understand the song's meaning... Anyway, the band's always the top one of my faves, especially for Adam.

A huge typhoon's coming, which makes me worried. However, the temprature has dropped alot. Therefore, it feels more like autumn.

Just checked the grade of an exam I took last month, and it's much higher than I expected. But there's still room for improvement.

Thought I was gonna die a few days ago, even tho the situation eases now, it still bothers me. Besides, I try to lose my weight n it kinda worked.

(04:40 p.m.)

(Incomplete) Headlines.

17.
Burning.
Can't stop eating...
Can't wait to leave all thee bitches behind!
Click or Not.
Congrats to France!
Dear God Almighty...
Did I win?
Do I ask too much of him?
Fast Times at Barrington High is awesome!
Fuck 'em all.
Germany vs Spain 02:45 June 30th!
God save Taiwan...?
God save Taiwan? Not this time...
GQ Taiwan and Nylon.
Hate that event.
How to survive the mid-term?
I don't like summer, really.
I eat and I read.
I fucking hate my roommates!
I hate to see quarrels; however, that's wat I did recently...
I wanna watch "Hallam Foe".
I'm going to MCR's concert on 27th!!!
I'm tired.
Impatient.
Jumper is fascinating!
Kill the Director.
Let's get out of this heartbreaking island.
Louder Now: Part Two
May I slap her?
Merry Christmas!
My head tries to kill me once a month.
My poor ears...
No more good mood.
OMG, the album's sold in Taiwan!!!
Plz... I must get the album...!!
Pourquoi?
She's...scary and hypocritical. Stop viewin' my profile, sneaker!
Ssssshhhhhhhh! They're freaking noisy!!
Sunny, sweaty, sticky, smelly... Oh, finally, it's raining.
Thank you guys (Arne Friedrich, Micahel Ballack, Torsten Frings, Lahm, Tim, Metzelder, Jansen...), Germany is still one of my faves!
Thanks to the Olympic games, I have no more TV programs to watch now.
That's kinda crazy.
The Mist (movie) sucks.
The more you luv it, the more I hate it!
The more you get, the more you worry 'bout...
The unfinished interview w/ Ballack (in my dream)...
Those noises drive me crazy...!
Umm, one more betrayer.
Unfair, though I've already known that's how the world is.
V Man Issue 9
Waster.
We just lost the battle.
Weird & Muscular. Germany vs Spain 02:45 June 30
Weird & Muscular. Germany vs Turkey 02:45 June 26
What a day!
Whatever.
Where the fuck do the rest of my profile go?
Who do my fucking roommates think they are?
Why don't you go hell, bitch! God damn you!!
Will I get that album?
Wtf do u want?
You can believe what you see, but I don't think they're all true.

(06:09 p.m.)