27/08/2019

so...why?

all the worries were comforted right after a skype, then why not when there isn't?

(11:39 p.m.)

23/08/2019

elephant in the room

it'a apparent that he didn't want to be contacted, and i was asked to stop thinking

(10:42 p.m.)

14/08/2019

annoyed

got his replies but is angry still, not sure if no response would be better in this case;
thought to say "i haven't booked a place there"; the worry  (more like the feeling) has been disturbing, should i end it NOW or risk it anyway? apparently it's getting sour, n i don't even care about that expectation as much as before.
FUCK SATURN!

(11:44 p.m.)

04/08/2019

daily fear

n it came true today

(00:51 a.m.)