28/12/2008

Depression.

It's everywhere.

(00:34 a.m.)

21/12/2008

U know what?

Maybe I'm not that greedy.

The reason why TAI lemme down is that they don't update TAI TV regularly, what's worse, it seems they even stop uploading. And telling us they'll be performing on MTV can't satisfy me. Besides, I don't think it's a good excuse.

On the contrary, Biffy Clyro's more "considerate" here. I dunno whether it's a routine or not, they just upload a new vid EVERYDAY! Even tho there's 1 or 2 pretty short vids and a few MVs, that still makes me feel happy.

All I want is keeping ur words, cuz I take 'em seriously.

(2:20 a.m.)

17/12/2008

Yea... I'm greedy.

Last nite, I felt pretty upset cuz I could neither watch one of Biffy Clyro's vids nor get it. Uh, it seems that's exactly what I should've talked about before. So I'm that kind of ppl who'd try very hard to get everything s/he wants, but entertainment only. Nothing's gonna stop me.

Finally, I began to watch Gossip Girl these days, season one. Lemme clarify some things first. One, I don't live in the U.S. and there's no cable TV here. Two, I'm not really interested in TV series n YA movies, but I've heard 'bout 'em. Third, like what I frequently mention, I need to work hard to catch up w/ "them", therefore, I don't have more free time. However, the truth is, now I'm kinda addicted to it. And I've ever read "one of those novels"... Hmm, since Blake looks nicer, I'm w/ Serena naturally. Btw, Chace's really a heartthrob! But he's a bit too young for Blake. Honestly, I think Penn's much better. Right, I'm going to watch it later.

What u gonna do w/ all these repetitions? There're so many of 'em, I mean pictures or photos. And because of my greed, I'd rather save one pic which I may probably have got than miss it. Worst of all, sometimes I just can't tell whether it's new or not while seein' a pic... I'm old enough.

(11:37 p.m.)

15/12/2008

Angry and impatient... Bloody computer technology.

Luv these The Simpsons characters as well!

Barney's lovely n naive, hahaha.

Otto's really cool! He looks/acts just like a teenager.

I thought Willie's Russian at first. An interesting muscular man.

Eh, the only thing I like 'bout him is that "ha-ha". I even try to imitate, ha-ha!

Justboy


This song sounds pretty familiar, but I can't recall where n when I heard it... Is it included in any OST???

(10:23 p.m.)

14/12/2008

Biffy Clyro.


They're soooooooo cute!! And I personally prefer Simon & James!

P.S. Just saw the first comment. Umm, of course I don't "study" 'em, and it's simply a feeling after browsed a few pix on models.com... :pThanx anyway!

(2:29 a.m.)

13/12/2008

Clockwise

In one of The Simpsons DVD episodes I watched today, Bart tried to find out if toilet water also turn in the same direction in the Southern Hemisphere. Actually, I've never noticed that, even now.

How come The Killers's songs sound slower when I use earphones?

They wouldn't gimme a break, of course. So I'm still working hard to catch up. On the other hand, I found a few male models look alike, and they're all newcomers (I think): Duran Bunch vs. Yuri Pleskun & AJ Abualrub vs. Petey Wright. And I prefer the latter one respectively. Besides, I was pretty surprised to see one party hipster become a model, and he's w/ Ford now.

A couple of bands have redesigned their official websites, and they look great. I haven't lost interest/passion for The Strokes, which is good. Rock on plz. However, TAI sorta lemme down lately, cuz they don't upload new TV episodes that regularly now. Sometimes I wonder if it's really hard to keep ur words. Instead, TBS keeps updating these days, and I'm glad to hear from 'em. Btw, I may probably buy The Strokes's albums, even tho I've got the best 2 songs already.

My fave vids on Youtube have reached 650, which means I can't add anymore. It's quite annoying. And I don't feel like gettin' a new account, just like I don't wanna sign up on Facebook (pourquoi).

(03:11 p.m.)

03/12/2008

Possessive?

About things, basically. Say, if I lost my pen, instead of buying a new one starightway, I'd try my best to find it first. And it's not because I'm that poor, I just prefer my own stuff. Therefore, being upset is predictable once I can't get it back. Guess I've got used to 'em, and I don't wanna familiarize w/ other new things. So the point is, I can't bear losing things I own, not to mention those important ones. I see, that's the biggest reason that keeps making me anxious/unhappy/gloomy/worried/impatient... Should I go see a consultant or sth.? There's no doubt that I'm tired of living like this... And that's why I'm like, always whining about. ("Thanx to" my PC, I decided to write this down, cuz it doesn't work well today n I'm afraid.)

Sigh.

One of the busiest period's already gone, but I still feel stressed. What a life. I'm becoming more negative lately, even tho I laughed a lot. My fave songs do bring me happiness; however, I can't listen to 'em all the time.

(10:51 p.m.)