21st

And I do feel older, actually, I feel like I'm really old.

Could stay 17 forever?

Now that I'm a grown-up, I should behave like that. However, it's not easy for me, cuz I'm too independent sometimes...

Since I decided not to write down my B-Day wishes here, I wanna make another list for things that I also yearn for instead: world peace (I'm serious), being safe and sound (no more headache n stomachache plz), nice weather (cool n breezy), all pass (must), going to TBS n TAI's gigs (either in Taiwan or US), perfect facial skin (not oily & no acne), happy family (can't live without 'em), normal PC (keeps working regularly), an ideal man (when will I meet him?), trips to Europe and US (of course not by myself), good sleep (fall asleep right away), a bright future (aww), friendly roomies (if u know...), slim body (especially my legs) and so on.

Moody and I've begun to feel sick of her, although the new semester just started. I regard "mutuality" as a pretty important thing. I may be willing to do sth. for u, but I want u to do the same for me. Guess it has sth. to do w/ my birth sign.

Thanx to my brother, I'm not that angry now, cuz we had a chat on the phone just then.

Besides, another typhoon's comin, fuck it.

Anyway, today is my 21st B-Day.

(08:31 p.m.)

Better be prepared for the worst happenings.

Yes, cuz I'm unlucky when it comes to computer. And it just happened once again last nite. Instead of being extremely anxious/sad/angry, I simply wished I'd copied all those files then. And I was ready to accept the fact that I had to live without the Net for a long time. But I used to feel like it's the end of the world. Anyway, after many attempts to ask for help, the problem's been solved now. I deeply appreciate the guy who I don't really know. Guess I'm kinda lucky this time.

On the other hand, the recurrent headache ceased eventually. Moreover, I got my scooter back, tho the repair cost me NT$1550.

I was thinking that maybe I should be satisfied, after all, I've got most of what I want (mags, PC, digital camera, CD, etc.) So, it's time to cherish 'em well now. Hmm...

(07:53 p.m.)

It seems that...

Everything's wrong ever since I came back to school.

My head's been aching for days, even when I went to sleep. Actually, as well as my eyes n neck, wtf?

Bought a bottle of Australian oat milk, and it tatses bad. But it has nothing to do w/ Australia.

It's heated here.

The brakes of my scooter needs to be fixed or even changed, tho the we just solved a problem in the afternoon.

Pix at that website load quite slowly, which makes me even moody.

Haven't cleaned up this room, so I feel bad.

Being a senior means I have to face more challenges, gosh, I don't think I can handle 'em.

Found some great songs lately, such as Axe Riverboys's Roundabout n Bloc Party's I still remember (the MV's interesting). It's really good to "explore" nice music n new bands.

I'm readin' Belle de Jour: The Intimate Adventures of a London Call Girl now.

Kurt is way more good-looking than Bill, if u know whom I refer to.

Did I mention MGC last time? He's loathsome, but he's gettin' even more attractive these days... See, I'm pathetic.

(08:40 p.m.)

Some random things.

I can't browse VMagazine.com, guess it has sth. to do w/ the Net here. Dunno if the problem'd disappear after going back to school.

Got those expensive mags: 10 MEN and two W (one July issue). But I was surprised n disappointed to find how thin the July issue was...

Finally, I picked up those pencils n began to draw for my own "project" once again. And I've been working on it for a couple of weeks.

Everyone should listen to Taking Back Sunday's My Blue Heaven!! I hadn't really noticed the background tune until yesterday, and it's just as great as the lyrics! Although I don't quite understand the song's meaning... Anyway, the band's always the top one of my faves, especially for Adam.

A huge typhoon's coming, which makes me worried. However, the temprature has dropped alot. Therefore, it feels more like autumn.

Just checked the grade of an exam I took last month, and it's much higher than I expected. But there's still room for improvement.

Thought I was gonna die a few days ago, even tho the situation eases now, it still bothers me. Besides, I try to lose my weight n it kinda worked.

(04:40 p.m.)

(Incomplete) Headlines.

17.
Burning.
Can't stop eating...
Can't wait to leave all thee bitches behind!
Click or Not.
Congrats to France!
Dear God Almighty...
Did I win?
Do I ask too much of him?
Fast Times at Barrington High is awesome!
Fuck 'em all.
Germany vs Spain 02:45 June 30th!
God save Taiwan...?
God save Taiwan? Not this time...
GQ Taiwan and Nylon.
Hate that event.
How to survive the mid-term?
I don't like summer, really.
I eat and I read.
I fucking hate my roommates!
I hate to see quarrels; however, that's wat I did recently...
I wanna watch "Hallam Foe".
I'm going to MCR's concert on 27th!!!
I'm tired.
Impatient.
Jumper is fascinating!
Kill the Director.
Let's get out of this heartbreaking island.
Louder Now: Part Two
May I slap her?
Merry Christmas!
My head tries to kill me once a month.
My poor ears...
No more good mood.
OMG, the album's sold in Taiwan!!!
Plz... I must get the album...!!
Pourquoi?
She's...scary and hypocritical. Stop viewin' my profile, sneaker!
Ssssshhhhhhhh! They're freaking noisy!!
Sunny, sweaty, sticky, smelly... Oh, finally, it's raining.
Thank you guys (Arne Friedrich, Micahel Ballack, Torsten Frings, Lahm, Tim, Metzelder, Jansen...), Germany is still one of my faves!
Thanks to the Olympic games, I have no more TV programs to watch now.
That's kinda crazy.
The Mist (movie) sucks.
The more you luv it, the more I hate it!
The more you get, the more you worry 'bout...
The unfinished interview w/ Ballack (in my dream)...
Those noises drive me crazy...!
Umm, one more betrayer.
Unfair, though I've already known that's how the world is.
V Man Issue 9
Waster.
We just lost the battle.
Weird & Muscular. Germany vs Spain 02:45 June 30
Weird & Muscular. Germany vs Turkey 02:45 June 26
What a day!
Whatever.
Where the fuck do the rest of my profile go?
Who do my fucking roommates think they are?
Why don't you go hell, bitch! God damn you!!
Will I get that album?
Wtf do u want?
You can believe what you see, but I don't think they're all true.

(06:09 p.m.)

Congrats to France!

For the men's handball team (I know it's late). Anyway, I watched the last two of their matches, and they're quite interesting n funny. It looked very similar to football, but I still don't understand most of the rules, especially the replacement. Gotta figure it out asap.

Honestly, if there weren't those good-looking players, I wouldn't watch it. And I hardly paid any attention to Olympics this time, for some personal reasons. But when I saw Français handball players, I decided to watch the match. And they didn't lemme down. Besides, I kept laughing while watching the 2 matches.

Ok, let's talk 'bout the players. To my surprise, they not only have faces but talents!! And the GK (Omeyer) was fab! He saved lots of balls, even a couple of penalties, which was incredible. In addition to Omeyer, B. Gille n Karabatic also did good jobs. The latter one often reminded me of Josh Hartnett... Of course, the whole team as well as the coach are great! Since I supported 'em so much, I shouted for joy when they won the championship. They really deserved the honor.

Now I look forward to the next Olympics in London.

(04:19 p.m.)

How to Remodel A Man

It's the book that I'm reading now. And it's very funny, therefore, I can't help laughing while reading it. I read some lines to my mom (and I kept laughing), but she just wasn't interested in it. Aww. I think that's because: a) she didn't really pay attention to wat I said; b) she didn't use her imagination; c) she doesn't have enough sense of humor. When I'm reading, I'm also imagining, and that's what makes the book really interesting.

Honestly, I'm not so happy these days.

(04:34 p.m.)

Ooooooooooooooooooh my!!!

I'm fucking excited now! Coz I just found the album's sold here!! Gosh, can't wait to get it now! However, I have to wait for my classmates' replies first. After all, I don't wanna buy 3 same records! Just told my mom n shouted!!! But I don't understand why those record stores wouldn't lemme know.

(04:37 p.m.)

Actresses (updated)

Andrey Tautou, Alexandra Maria Lara, Amanda Peet, Alexis Bledel; Blake Lively; Cate Blanchett, Claire Danes, Catherine Zita Jones, Clémence Poésy, Charlize Theron; Diane Kruger, Dakota Fanning, Drew Barrymore; Eva Green, Evan Rachel Wood, Emma Watson, Evanna Lynch; F; Gwyneth Paltrow; Hailey & Tatum McCann; I; J; Kate Hudson, Kirsten Dunst, Kate Winslet, Katy Saunders; Liv Tyler, Leighton Meester; Mischa Barton, Monica Bellucci; Natalie Portman; O; P; Q; Rachel Weisz, Rooney Mara, Rosamund Pike; Sophie Marceau, Saoirse Ronan, Sharon Stone; T; U; V; W; X; Y; Zooey Deschanel

(04:11 p.m.)

Hipsters

Andy Neuhuse, Alexa Chung, Aapo, Alex, Athena, Austin Peters, Annie, Alexis Mabille, Abra, Andrew, aaron, Alan Shemper, Atom, Andy, alex polushkin; Brendan Patrick Hill, Brian Phillip, Brodinski, Brian Battjer; CC, Christopher Niquet, Chris, Calum, Chris Brian, Caleb, Cameron Moir, Cisco Adler, Charlieissocoollike; Danny Presant, Dash Snow, Dora, david gomez, Daniel Coopey, Dan; eletrochris; Furey, Franki Chan; Geordon Nicol, Gareth Pugh, George, G.Y.S, Gittes, Gaspard Augé, GeeJ; Hedi Slimane, Henry Holland; Insted, Ignacio, Isabelle McNally, Ian Bauman; J A C K S O N, Josh Madden, Jake Brown, Josh, Jordan Silver, Jamie Lidell, Jason Cimon, Justin, James, JACK, Jesper; Katya, KEVIN, Kev; Look Alike, Luke, Lucas, ...lois, Luke Gilford, Lazaro Casanova; Micprobes, Mike Nouveau, Matthew Stone, Mason, Micah B Welner, Matthew, MATT, Michael, Mark the Cobrasnake, Misha; Nick Perdue, -nm**, Nathan, n!Ck; O; Panama, P*TRICK; Q; Robby?, Rich; Sean Fightcats!, Stefano Pilati, Scott Meriam, Spencoir Dragonheart, shane wilson, Sex Dwarf, Sammy, Seth, Steve Aoki, Sean Dack; The Captain, Travis Hayden aka Trouble Jr., Travis Taddeo, Turner; Unsolved Mysteries; Valentine Rei, Valentine Fillol-Cordier; Wyatt, Wylie; Xander; Yuksek, Yvan the Face Hunter; Zac Sebastian, Zachery Michael

And the following whom I dunno their names:




P.S. Go check "s k u l l s e t" for more cool ppl.

(05:05 p.m.)

Actors

Aaron Eckhart, Ashton Kutcher, Al Pacino, Alex O'Loughlin, Adam Sandler; Benedict Cumberbatch, Brandon Routh, Ben Affleck, Ben Wishaw, Ben Stiler, Ben Barnes, Bruce Willis, Brad Pitt; Chris Evans, Cilian Murphy, Colin Farrell, Christian Bale, Clive Owen; Daniel Day-Lewis, Dustin Hoffman; Ethan Hawke, Edward Norton, Ewan McGregor, Elias McConnell; F; Gary Oldman, Gaspard Ulliel, Gael Garcia Bernal, George Clooney; Heath Ledger, Hugh Dancy, Hayden Christensen; Ioan Gruffud; Johnny Depp, James McAvoy, Jamie Bell, Jean-Baptiste Maunier, Josh Hartnett, John Malkovich, Jared Leto, Jocelyn Quivrin, James Franco, Josh Duhamel, Josh Lucas, Jude Law, Jeremy Irons, Joshua Jackson, Jamie Campbell-Bower; Kevin Costner, Keanu Reeves; Leonardo DiCaprio, Louis Garrel, Liam Neeson; Mark Wahlberg, Matthew McConaughey, Matthew Gray Gubler, Michael Stahl-David, Michael Caine, Mel Gibson, Morgan Freenman; N; Orlando Bloom, Oliver Jackson-Cohen, Olivier Martinez; Paul Walker, Pádraic Delaney, Paul Henreid; Q; Raoul Bova, Rodrigo Santoro, Robert De Niro, Robert Downey Jr., Robert Pattinson, Rupert Friend; Sean Bean, Shia LaBeouf, Sean Penn, Steve Buscemi; Thomas Kretschmann, Tobey Maguire, Til Schweiger, Tom Cruise; U; Vicent Gallo, Viggo Mortensen; William Moseley, X; Y; Z

(04:29 p.m.)

September

No mag for August, which means I didn't buy any this month. Therefore, I'm a lil bored n I look forward to September issues. On the other hand, September is an important month for me, tho I'm going to get older (gosh).

So, it seems that I can't "simply" focus on one topic. After all, there're so many interesting things. TAI's new MV (Summer Hair = Forever Young), for example. But I thought it should be About A Girl. Anyway, it's good.


I finished reading Everyone Worth Knowing this morning (couldn't fall asleep), and it makes me wanna give up something. The world is definitely glamorous n dazzling, but horrible as well. I feel kinda disenchanted.

(?? p.m.)

Footballeurs

Arne Friedrich, Artur Boruc, Arkadiusz Radomski, Alexander Frei, Andrey Voronin, Andriy Shevchenko; B; Christoph Metzelder, Christopher Birchall, Carlos Bocanegra; Daniele De Rossi, David Beckham, Dario Simic, Daniel Gygax, Danijel Ljuboja, David Villa; Edwin Van der Sar, Edgar Barretto; Francesco Totti, Fabio Cannavaro, Fernando Torres, Fredrik Ljungberg, Fabio Grosso; Gael Givet, Gennaro Gattuso, Gabriel Heinze, Gilardino Alberto, Gianluca Zambrotta; Harry Kewell; Iker Casillas, Igor Tudor; Jansen Marcell, Josh Kennedy, Juergen Klinsmann, Joe Cole, Johann Lonfat; Kim Kallstrom; Luis Garcia, Lucas Neill, Lukas Podolski, Luis Figo, Luca Toni; Michael Ballack, Mikael Nilsson, Michael Owen, Marco Materazzi, Marcelle Lippi; Nuno Gomez; Owen Hargreaves, Oleh Venglinskiy; Per Mertersacker, Philipp Lahm, Pablo Aimar, Patrick Muelle; Q; Raul, Ruud Van Nistelrooij, Rio Ferdinand, Robert Kovac, Ricardo Cabanas; Simon Rolfes; Torsten Frings, Tiago; U; Vicente; W; X; Y; Z

(11:00 p.m.)

That's it.

Pathetic
Heavy
Imaginative
Nearsighted
Addicted

(04:32 p.m.)

Musicians

Arctic Monkeys, Alister, ARCKID, Axe Riverboys, American Bang, Angry People Ferderation, All Time Low (Zach); Biffy Clyro, be your own pet, Black Lips, Bloc Party (Russell & Gordon), Beck, Bon Jovi, Bloody Social (Jamie); Coldplay, Cobra Starship (Gabe & Alex), Cut Copy, Christina Aguilera, Conflict Diamonds (Pete), Circa Survive; Dirty Pretty Things (Carl & Anthony), Dashboard Confessional, Dangerous Muse; Edward Larrinkin; Foals, Frankpollis, Franz Ferdinand, Fake Shark -Real Zombie!, Fightstar (Charlie); Green Day, GoodBooks, Gogol Bordello (Eugene), Gomez; H; Ian Thomas, Ian Ball; Jet (Chris), Joe and Will ask?; Kings of Leon, Keane, Klaxons, Kasabian, Kaponz & Spinoza, Kaiser Chiefs, Kyle Patrick; Living Things, Linkin Park, Love Arcade (Snowhite), Littlans, Locksley; My Chemical Romance, Maroon 5, Muse, MGMT, MIDNIGHT JUGGERNAUT (Daniel), Mark Ronson, Mika, Matt Costa, Mat Kearney, Mando Diao, Mumm-Ra,meese; Nirvana (Kurt), Neïmo (Vincent & Bruno), Norah Jones, Namie Amuro, NELSON, Neonbirds; One Night Only (Dan & George); PONEY PONEY, Patrick Wolf; Q; Rock&Roll, Razorlight, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rooney, Ratty Rat Rat, Ronan Keating, Rob Thomas, Radiohead, Rooster; Snow Patrol, Scanners (Tom), Sullivan (Brooks), STONE FIGS, SEX COUGARS, Story of the Year, Silverchair; Taking Back Sunday, The Academy Is..., The Dodoz, The Horrors, The Sounds (Felix & Jesper), the answering machine (Martin), The Cribs, The Virgins, This Providence (Daniel), The Strokes, Travis (Dougie), The Deadly Syndrome, The Rakes, the Tatianas (Timothåe), The Killers (Brandon), The Wombats, Tokyo Police Club, The Maccabees, The Black Crowes (Chris Robinson), The High Class Elite, The Teenagers (Michael Szpiner), The Films, The Pigeon Detectives; U2 (Bono), Under The Influence of Giants; Vampire Weekend (Ezra & Chris Tomson); We Are Scientists, Wolfmother, WE SMOKE FAGS, WIDE SHUT, We the Kings; X; Young Love; Z

Basically, I prefer these ppl to their music. And I haven't listened to most of their songs... However, there're still some really great ones w/ awesome music, such as Taking Back Sunday, My Chemical Romance, Coldplay, Maroon 5, etc.

(07:15 p.m.)