hourglass

is there a "natural" way that could stop myself from thinking about it then feeling sad? even tho i'm aware we might not work out after

(6:41 p.m.)

crisis

miss him, even tho i'm preparing for the worst scenario already

(12:41 p.m.)

in-

invest
in return
would like to invite him here n cook something to eat at least once; as well as the cafe

(00:43 a.m.)

restless

€ √
housing √
moving √
leaving
expiration
trips

i'm aware of the risk, but i've been constantly worried about returning to my old life

(1:07 a.m.)
(21.07)

guess that's the reason

constantly in the state of preparing myself for a sudden end.
when he said i had changed after la siesta, as if i wasn't there. cuz i was waiting.

(7:26 p.m.)

Por favor

lemme celebrate with him

(1:31 p.m.)

*yes we did, at NAP Antic*

let's move on

actually already
1st time: same white tops
2nd time: both dark tees

(00:47 a.m.)

losing faith

in airbnb
n ppl HERE

(2:27 p.m.)

returned

to that address in Berlin this afternoon
just to check the names on the doorbells
no(t any)more

(2:20 a.m.)

A ver

Dropped the postcard into the nearest post last Tuesday, suppose it will arrive after the new yr

(00:58 p.m.)

it's received on 6th of March!

over a month

most of the time, i was waiting for them;
WANT to quit;
dislike kids

(00:17 a.m.)

Since 28.11.17

"Was" given a talk last evening/night, was able to hold the tears.
Started to look for an accommodation just in case.
My personality and habits.

(9:09 p.m.)

lazy or busy?

it's been 2.5 wks, how much longer do we need to wait????

(5:56 a.m.)

w w w

when will the mail arrive?

where is the mail?

whether i'll get the approal

(4:44 a.m.)

Condensed

i dont like rain
i dont like cats
i dont like mezzanine
i hate NOISES

"Spero che, mi auguro di cuore che, ci incontreremo ancora.." Completamente - Thegiornalisti

(1:44 a.m.)