the very requirement

constant contacts

(10:35 p.m)

brake

cliche: tired of waiting;
suppose im not mad about that he made it clear, instead, it's obvious that he didn't wanna talk more;
i see how we might end even if he wants to be serious;
as usual, i want to win, n now im trying to care less;
gracias/gracies

(10:03 p.m.)

inevitable?

repeating

(10:41 p.m.)

naturally

all the actions when one enjoys

(00:40 a.m.)

think. think

the feeling of being rejected,
it seems that i started to open up but that's not appreciated,
found more cruel moments,
but maybe i'm selfish too,
don't want to pretend, yet the attempt of communication is v likely to fail

(8:10 p.m.)

hourglass

is there a "natural" way that could stop myself from thinking about it then feeling sad? even tho i'm aware we might not work out after

(6:41 p.m.)

crisis

miss him, even tho i'm preparing for the worst scenario already

(12:41 p.m.)

in-

invest
in return
would like to invite him here n cook something to eat at least once; as well as the cafe

(00:43 a.m.)

restless

€ √
housing √
moving √
leaving
expiration
trips

i'm aware of the risk, but i've been constantly worried about returning to my old life

(1:07 a.m.)
(21.07)

guess that's the reason

constantly in the state of preparing myself for a sudden end.
when he said i had changed after la siesta, as if i wasn't there. cuz i was waiting.

(7:26 p.m.)

Por favor

lemme celebrate with him

(1:31 p.m.)

*yes we did, at NAP Antic*

let's move on

actually already
1st time: same white tops
2nd time: both dark tees

(00:47 a.m.)

losing faith

in airbnb
n ppl HERE

(2:27 p.m.)

returned

to that address in Berlin this afternoon
just to check the names on the doorbells
no(t any)more

(2:20 a.m.)

A ver

Dropped the postcard into the nearest post last Tuesday, suppose it will arrive after the new yr

(00:58 p.m.)

it's received on 6th of March!