working on myself

i observe, i assume/process, i react.

sth.'s going on there, but i dont want to ask, just leave or the like.

make sure about wanting to know. i dont know what's this: meaningless chat, fight, or genuine talk.

no pint of revealing if not appreciated/guarantee a response (that i want).

dont feel respected, not sure whose problem it it.

if ur opinions aren't valued, what'd u do? offended or dont care?

tell/enlighten me reasons to keep sharing.

dont know well now.

if it's not special, then i wouldnt/dont need to do it.

in ur own word: u r a free man (u r free to do what u want).

(10:52 p.m.)

updates

dreamed about receiving his msg asking if i'd be okay to stay w/ Leon by myself.

the ideal relationship status: can discuss/express/talk about things openly/calmly/freely; not worry about the other'd leave, etc.

(00:11 a.m.)