think. think

the feeling of being rejected,
it seems that i started to open up but that's not appreciated,
found more cruel moments,
but maybe i'm selfish too,
don't want to pretend, yet the attempt of communication is v likely to fail

(8:10 p.m.)

hourglass

is there a "natural" way that could stop myself from thinking about it then feeling sad? even tho i'm aware we might not work out after

(6:41 p.m.)

crisis

miss him, even tho i'm preparing for the worst scenario already

(12:41 p.m.)